Gaaahhh! I need a break! Seriously! So many things have been occupying my mind lately — all at once! And I’m having a hard time dealing with them. Academics, council, life… They’ve been acting as one, attacking me with my defenses down. Aaarrrggghhh! Help… I really need it. I’m not saying that the people around me haven’t been helping, though. Truth is, they’ve been a great help — more than I could even ask for. And I’m talking about D’ Hacienderas. Of course, they’re always with me. Everyday. And they know everything that’s happening with me. I’ve been raving to them like mad. Fortunately, they’re always ready to listen. Huhuhuhuhu. Thank you, guys! Without you, I don’t know what I would make of my life in school (and outside) right now.

Anyway, so far, I’m alive. I have been trying my best to take my problems up one by one. It’s kind of unsuccessful, though. Every time I would want to think about just a single problem, the others would come right up and bite me. It’s like they don’t want my attention to divert from them. Weh. But still, I think I could manage. Or could I? I don’t know. I’m just hoping for the best. For now, I’m trying to keep my optimistic nature. I admit, there were times that I’ve been so negative. But amazingly, I managed to make myself smile. How? I opened up. I shared. I vented. I cried. And yes, that made me smile. That made me happy.

That’s the story so far. I wonder what’s gonna happen next.

PS I’ve transferred to philien.org hosting since kinohost.net has problems with their servers that haven’t been fixed yet. Hmph. Maybe when it’ll all be fine again, I’d go back. Or not. Animik.net is still hosted at kinohost.net, though. Hehehehe.